Thursday, February 25

Fuck You, I Don't Care

Fuck you.
I seriously do not fucking care. Honestly. I really really don't give a fuck anymore. I did, because who wouldn't, but I don't anymore. I'm OVER IT and I can't WAIT till it's just me.
Fuck you.
I don't want any more of your fake sympathy because you have no fucking idea. I know for a fact that you won't remember me because who would in that situation? I'd be worse, if it was me. But it never had a chance of being me because that's just the way it is and in this world some people are just fucking better than others, and don't ever let anyone tell me we're all the same. Because no fucking way are we.
Fuck you.
No, seriously, go have fun. Because you deserve it. Oh, sure. And I don't?? I deserve it just as much as any of you fuckers, probably more than most of you. Just don't fucking tell me about it because I don't wanna hear. Yeah, because if I hear, I will care. I'll admit that. But I don't wanna know how much FUN you're all having without me, I don't WANNA hear the funny joke you cracked while going a million miles an hour. Because I don't care, and I don't fucking WANT TO.
Fuck you.
You know, when you all stop fucking talking about it it's almost as if you don't care either. But then it pops up and everyone remembers and you're all so pleased with yourselves, yeah because you're awesome and I'm not. You know what I just realised? You're not even bothering with the false sympathy any more, those who had it to start with. Some of you didn't even bother to fucking fake it. It's cool though, because I hated the phony bullshit you were talking about how it'd happen for me one day, all that shit, you knew it was crap but you spat it out anyway. Fucking thank you.
Fuck you. Fuck ALL of you. Go fucking have fun and don't give a fuck about me, because I won't give a fuck about you.

You want a quote to go out on? Here's one. Go fuck yourself.
Or something more eloquent, from the fucking smartest of all you fuckers?? Fine.

Today's Quote: "Let Hercules himself do what he may / The cat will mew, and dog will have his day." -William Shakespeare (Hamlet, act 5 scene 1)

3 comments:

  1. Oh dearie dearie me :( This doesn't sound good! Whatever it is that's happening, here's a hug from me :)

    *hug*

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  2. I don't know you very well, in fact I doubt we've really ever talked much at all.
    But I honestly mean this in saying that I care about you and truly hope that despite whatever is going on things will be OK one day.
    Take care.

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  3. p.s. I love your frog and turtles.

    -Rachel

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