Drifting

Well, first day back of school. Nothing overly interesting happened. Well, I got my Commedia assessment mark back in Drama - an Excellence, which I was hoping for. Good start. Maths sucked - I don't understand half of what comes out of Mrs North's mouth, and I get worried thinking that I won't be able to pass my exams. Because I'm terrified of failure. French sucked too - God, what is the point? It's just another fucking reminder.

You know, I don't even know why I bother with a bloggie. Nothing in my life is overly interesting.

Ho hum, sometimes I feel as if nothing interesting ever happens in my life. I mean, I don't really do anything. I concentrate on my schoolwork. That's it. Sure, I have mates, but I don't see them very often outside of school. I don't really have any hobbies. I do the occasional thing, like Sheliah Winn, or production, but that doesn't last very long. Really, there's not a lot happening in my life. I sort of...drift. Yeah, drift. What am I aiming towards? What am I doing?
What is my purpose in life?
What is the meaning of life?
Oh heeeeell, I'm getting all deep and philosophical.
Seriously though, all I do is concentrate on school. I guess I'm hoping that I'll go through university and get an awesome job as a lecturer/professor, and then I'll be able to jetset round the world, and expand my tiny universe, and hopefully eventually I'll have a family. Until then, well, I'll just sit here in front of the computer viewing the same old websites and I'll read some old books and listen to some old music and watch old episodes of The Simpsons and eat the same meal every night and wear the same clothes everyday and crack the same jokes every lunchtime and get the same marks every assignment and think the same thoughts every night.
God, what am I doing?
Okay, so if you know there's a problem, great. But what happens if you've got no fucking idea how to fix it?

Today's Quote: "To die would be an awfully big adventure." -JM Barrie (Pater Pan)